This is wonderful as loving goes, this is telling me what's the sense in waiting?
Hmmm so...not much of an eventful day. I had classes till 12:15 today and then Me, Crystal, and Jess went to the Library. I had to catch up on some reading that i DIDNT do over the weekend (hehe oops) and also do some that was assigned in my Lit class today for Thursday. Ya...as i'm sitting in the Library looking over the Syllabus, my jaw like dropped....too bad i missed like....all this OTHER stuff i had to read too. So overall, if you count both lit classes, i honestly have like....200 pages to read maybe?? THEN on top of that, i also have to start reading over Earth Science and Humanities b/c i've basically not touched either of THOSE. :( And where am i now?? Writing in this thing. Tsk Tsk. Soooo ya...i need to seriously start concentrating. I told Crystal that I'm going to have to start going to the Library every day for at least like 2-3 hours. There's no reason not to...i get done w/class on Tues and Thurs at 12:15...and Mon, Wed, Fri at 1:00. It's not like I can come back and talk to Ashley or anything b/c she doesn't get home until 5:00, and neither one of us have the minutes/phone cards to talk like ALL DAY....soooo i need to start making myself go after my classes and stay there till i get something accomplished. Otherwise i'm going to fall REALLY behind....and I don't need that -especially if i want to transfer to pitt. Cause GOD KNOWS what their expectations are....hmmm.
I talked to my parents for a bit tonight. Not really by choice...but my dad called and left a message on my machine. Apparently he got a new job?? I really don't keep up w/that stuff b/c he's weird but i guess he's like an admissions sales consultant for some company now? Not real sure. But i guess theyre like flying him to Philly for training in a few weeks?? I'm not sure. Hey...i dunno, i mean he'll be making a lot more money now so that's a plus. But ya...i talked to my mom too for a minute...i think she can tell i'm still a little upset about the other day, and i know she is too. but neither of us talked about it. She told me she loved me though, and i said the same. I don't know. Things are just weird....i'm not the type who just "lets things go" or anything, so i DO feel bad if she's like upset about things (my dad said she's been real quiet for the last 2 days). UGH. i dunno...why do i always feel like the guilty one? I DID write her an email though telling her I was sorry if i hurt her and apologized if i offended her...etc. But i also said she hurt me pretty bad too and made me really angry and stuff. She hasn't written back. We'll see. ANYWAYS....
SOOOOO phil and bobby and Ashley are coming up on Friday :) :) :) I seriously cant wait - i am SO EXCITED. I definitely need this time w/them...and I am beyond excited to see Ashley :) i REALLY hope jamie flaherty decides to bring her back w/me SUNDAY so i get an extra day w/her....ahhhh. That'd be so great. ::sigh:: God...i love her SO MUCH!!! in fact i'm waiting for her call right NOW...she said she'd call at 10, but i was done w/my shower and stuff at 9:30, and figured i'd call her to say we could talk now, but no one answered :( Hmm. I hope she calls at 10 though. It's really nice to talk to her at night...i dunno, it just puts me in a really good mood and after we talk, i can fall asleep :) Of course, it just makes me miss her more...ha...but i suppose that's inevitable.
Yea i definitely need to end this...maybe i'll attempt to read while i wait for my baby to call me.
I talked to my parents for a bit tonight. Not really by choice...but my dad called and left a message on my machine. Apparently he got a new job?? I really don't keep up w/that stuff b/c he's weird but i guess he's like an admissions sales consultant for some company now? Not real sure. But i guess theyre like flying him to Philly for training in a few weeks?? I'm not sure. Hey...i dunno, i mean he'll be making a lot more money now so that's a plus. But ya...i talked to my mom too for a minute...i think she can tell i'm still a little upset about the other day, and i know she is too. but neither of us talked about it. She told me she loved me though, and i said the same. I don't know. Things are just weird....i'm not the type who just "lets things go" or anything, so i DO feel bad if she's like upset about things (my dad said she's been real quiet for the last 2 days). UGH. i dunno...why do i always feel like the guilty one? I DID write her an email though telling her I was sorry if i hurt her and apologized if i offended her...etc. But i also said she hurt me pretty bad too and made me really angry and stuff. She hasn't written back. We'll see. ANYWAYS....
SOOOOO phil and bobby and Ashley are coming up on Friday :) :) :) I seriously cant wait - i am SO EXCITED. I definitely need this time w/them...and I am beyond excited to see Ashley :) i REALLY hope jamie flaherty decides to bring her back w/me SUNDAY so i get an extra day w/her....ahhhh. That'd be so great. ::sigh:: God...i love her SO MUCH!!! in fact i'm waiting for her call right NOW...she said she'd call at 10, but i was done w/my shower and stuff at 9:30, and figured i'd call her to say we could talk now, but no one answered :( Hmm. I hope she calls at 10 though. It's really nice to talk to her at night...i dunno, it just puts me in a really good mood and after we talk, i can fall asleep :) Of course, it just makes me miss her more...ha...but i suppose that's inevitable.
Yea i definitely need to end this...maybe i'll attempt to read while i wait for my baby to call me.