I said i've gotta be honest, I've been waiting for you all my life....
Wellllll it's my last night on the homefront...so here i am to end my summer HERE with a little entry. it won't be long b/c i don't have long to be on here....but ya...
I spent the last few days with Ashley b/c i wanted to see her as much as i could before i left. It was extremely bittersweet :/ Like...being with her is always so amazing, and it was this time as well, but it was so hard...b/c everytime i looked into her eyes i'd want to cry, or i'd even START crying. It was a very emotional weekend :/ It's not like i'm leaving for a long period of time, b/c i WILL see her every weekend...but it really is upsetting that this summer is over. :( It has been perfect. It's gone SO FAST, i can't believe it. I mean i can remember EVERYTHING so clearly...like i remember things that happened in June...and I remember them perfectly. Sigh...i'm just so happy at how everything worked out and how wonderful it really has been and will continue to be i'm sure. I met a wonderful girl, who i realized i want to spend the rest of my life with. :) And i met amazing people who i can see myself staying friends with forever - u know who you are. So....I'm not going to make this entry SAD....or upsetting....or ANGRY that i have to leave, or extremely emotional...instead I'm going to end on a note just saying how thankful I am to have experienced real love :) And...how glad I am to know that it will continue to grow so much more in the months/years to come. I am so happy to know how wonderful this summer has turned out. It has been the best 3 months of my entire life.
~~~Ashley - I love you more than anything...no worries baby, things will be okay and our love will last through anything :)
I spent the last few days with Ashley b/c i wanted to see her as much as i could before i left. It was extremely bittersweet :/ Like...being with her is always so amazing, and it was this time as well, but it was so hard...b/c everytime i looked into her eyes i'd want to cry, or i'd even START crying. It was a very emotional weekend :/ It's not like i'm leaving for a long period of time, b/c i WILL see her every weekend...but it really is upsetting that this summer is over. :( It has been perfect. It's gone SO FAST, i can't believe it. I mean i can remember EVERYTHING so clearly...like i remember things that happened in June...and I remember them perfectly. Sigh...i'm just so happy at how everything worked out and how wonderful it really has been and will continue to be i'm sure. I met a wonderful girl, who i realized i want to spend the rest of my life with. :) And i met amazing people who i can see myself staying friends with forever - u know who you are. So....I'm not going to make this entry SAD....or upsetting....or ANGRY that i have to leave, or extremely emotional...instead I'm going to end on a note just saying how thankful I am to have experienced real love :) And...how glad I am to know that it will continue to grow so much more in the months/years to come. I am so happy to know how wonderful this summer has turned out. It has been the best 3 months of my entire life.
~~~Ashley - I love you more than anything...no worries baby, things will be okay and our love will last through anything :)