thoughts
it's been a while, i know. i have had my share of complaints. but lately i have just wanted to read and observe and feel what other people feel. since usually i'm in my bitter bitch mood. but lately i have been thinking alot. about stupid things. things i don't think anyone else thinks about. for example: do you ever wonder who had money beofre it came into your hands. today at work i rung a couple up first the wife and she gave me 4 pennies to make the change even. then the husband. his change was 4 pennies. i bet he didn't wonder if those were his wifes 4 pennies. it's really insignificant but it really made me think. anyhow, sometimes i view my life like if it was a depressing movie. all though it may seem exaggerated to some, it's the way i feel. i feel things in slow motion too. it's kind of weird but maybe i'm just crazy. so i finnally told "E" about my feelings for him he responded quite well. doesn't treat me different or anything. sometimes i think we are too in sync for our own good.
there is never a dull moment we always have something to say with very little time to finish our thoughts. you know whaats pretty cool though, i don't generally look into any ones face much less their eyes when they are talking to me it's kinda rude iknow but it feels uncomfortable. don't ask me why. but with him it's like i have n o problem. i feel totally comfortable, and the fact that he always stares equally as hard as i do makes me feel like we are on the same wave length. or maybe just maybe i read to much into people. who knows.
there is never a dull moment we always have something to say with very little time to finish our thoughts. you know whaats pretty cool though, i don't generally look into any ones face much less their eyes when they are talking to me it's kinda rude iknow but it feels uncomfortable. don't ask me why. but with him it's like i have n o problem. i feel totally comfortable, and the fact that he always stares equally as hard as i do makes me feel like we are on the same wave length. or maybe just maybe i read to much into people. who knows.