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Sure do wish I could stop eating everything in sight. I'm gaining weight like crazy. And since my period is almost over, I can't blame it on that much longer.
I talked to my Organic Chemistry professor today. I need an 80 on the final to pass the class. Not sure if that's possible. Every single time I study, I forget everything once I go to the test. Like with the last one, I remembered EVERYTHING. All the synthesis reactions, all the rules and properties of shit. I was even having dreams about the Wittig reaction. Ya know, real confident, thinking "I'ma kickk this tests ass." I get the test, sit down to take it and my face was like: :D...
:D...
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Forgot absolutely everything. Failed. I got a paper attached to my failed test suggesting that I withdraw from the course so my GPA won't be affected by my failing. I don't want this semester to have been a waste, so I talked to my teacher, and she said I could withdraw at the last second if I didn't think I was going to pass the test. Sooo... that means this whole week is going to be nothing but studying. Possibly for nothing.
That means no Bill this weekend ;_;
Serena and I got a call from our Dad yesterday. He quit his job. His car has been towed. He said he's going to disappear for a while. Like a year or something. He didn't really tell us much. Don't really know what he's doing, where he's going, why anything is happening, or when we're going to see him again. Kind of makes me wonder if he ever really kicked his drug addiction.
I applied for a few jobs too. One in Startford, one in Danbury. Both pain in the ass drives. Unless I got the Stratford one and I convinced the school to let me live here over the summer. That'd make life easier. Which if exactly why they wouldn't let me though... My mom is insisting that I apply at 762347865394 places, and keeps suggesting cashier at Macy's or 3rd shift at Cumberland Farms. 3rd shift job - not happening, I don't care where it is. Won't do it. Cashier at Macy's - one, I would choke someome. Most of the people that shop there have the mental capacity of a bran muffin. Two, if I absolutely had to work at Macy's, I'd work on the dock, especially since most of the people on the dock are quiting.
I like Smiles :D
Aaand the next day was spring weekend at school.
Rainforest adventure = best idea ever.
I like perching there too ;)
Don't blame the internet porn.
Blame it on Walt Disney.
And I'm out of Imitrex. This could be bad.
I talked to my Organic Chemistry professor today. I need an 80 on the final to pass the class. Not sure if that's possible. Every single time I study, I forget everything once I go to the test. Like with the last one, I remembered EVERYTHING. All the synthesis reactions, all the rules and properties of shit. I was even having dreams about the Wittig reaction. Ya know, real confident, thinking "I'ma kickk this tests ass." I get the test, sit down to take it and my face was like: :D...
:D...
:]...
:|...
:[
Forgot absolutely everything. Failed. I got a paper attached to my failed test suggesting that I withdraw from the course so my GPA won't be affected by my failing. I don't want this semester to have been a waste, so I talked to my teacher, and she said I could withdraw at the last second if I didn't think I was going to pass the test. Sooo... that means this whole week is going to be nothing but studying. Possibly for nothing.
That means no Bill this weekend ;_;
Serena and I got a call from our Dad yesterday. He quit his job. His car has been towed. He said he's going to disappear for a while. Like a year or something. He didn't really tell us much. Don't really know what he's doing, where he's going, why anything is happening, or when we're going to see him again. Kind of makes me wonder if he ever really kicked his drug addiction.
I applied for a few jobs too. One in Startford, one in Danbury. Both pain in the ass drives. Unless I got the Stratford one and I convinced the school to let me live here over the summer. That'd make life easier. Which if exactly why they wouldn't let me though... My mom is insisting that I apply at 762347865394 places, and keeps suggesting cashier at Macy's or 3rd shift at Cumberland Farms. 3rd shift job - not happening, I don't care where it is. Won't do it. Cashier at Macy's - one, I would choke someome. Most of the people that shop there have the mental capacity of a bran muffin. Two, if I absolutely had to work at Macy's, I'd work on the dock, especially since most of the people on the dock are quiting.
I like Smiles :D
Aaand the next day was spring weekend at school.
Rainforest adventure = best idea ever.
I like perching there too ;)
Don't blame the internet porn.
Blame it on Walt Disney.
And I'm out of Imitrex. This could be bad.