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O boy.
I figure that my astronomy class is as good a time as any to do an update. It's been a long freaking month already and with no signs of this crazyness letting up I've decided just to accept the fact that I will be spending pretty much my entire week, every week, out. I miss my family, but unfortunately it seems they don't really miss me. This morning I was met with cold stares from both parents. I guess they forgot that I was out shooting a film and working all weekend as well as juggling school assignments and attempting to do some cleaning for them. No, that wasn't something that my wonderful mother considered as her daughter got up at 8.15 this morning to help out before coming to class. The only thing that crossed her mind was the fact that I hadn't rushed downstairs within 5 minutes of waking to help clean. I apologized that I wasn't dressed yet and she complained, lamenting the fact that not everyone has that luxury. What? What? Seriously? I couldn't even stomach it. I was so upset, and even now while my Professor rambles about astronomy I feel like crying. I don't think she really understands the amount of pressure I am under this year.
So yes, that was my morning this morning. Need I mention the fact that I was up until 1am this morning working on an astronomy assignment, or that myself, Kate and Dan were shooting all weekend. Very tiring work. Little sleep. Hmm - what shall we do? Piss Emma off. Honestly. . .
I'm hoping that when I get home my parents will have calmed down a tad although I wouldn't put it past them to make my life that much more miserable. I just found out I cannot apply for OGS, which is this scholarship you can apply for if you are applying to Grad Schools in Ontario. I missed out by 0.05%. It's such an infinitesimal number. The main problem with this is my stupid fucking writing professor from the summer who decided that it would be fine to give me the exact same percent for each assignment even though I know I did much better than that. Really I should have appealed but I didn't think it would affect my average that much. Turns out it did.
Plus, BPC were supposed to be taking part in the Homecoming parade this year and we just got word that the float has been cancelled along with dozens of others because of costs. I've never attended and won't be able to this weekend because my stupid manager at work is going away on vacation again.
I want to go back to bed and not wake up until tomorrow. Think anyone can make this happen for me?
I figure that my astronomy class is as good a time as any to do an update. It's been a long freaking month already and with no signs of this crazyness letting up I've decided just to accept the fact that I will be spending pretty much my entire week, every week, out. I miss my family, but unfortunately it seems they don't really miss me. This morning I was met with cold stares from both parents. I guess they forgot that I was out shooting a film and working all weekend as well as juggling school assignments and attempting to do some cleaning for them. No, that wasn't something that my wonderful mother considered as her daughter got up at 8.15 this morning to help out before coming to class. The only thing that crossed her mind was the fact that I hadn't rushed downstairs within 5 minutes of waking to help clean. I apologized that I wasn't dressed yet and she complained, lamenting the fact that not everyone has that luxury. What? What? Seriously? I couldn't even stomach it. I was so upset, and even now while my Professor rambles about astronomy I feel like crying. I don't think she really understands the amount of pressure I am under this year.
So yes, that was my morning this morning. Need I mention the fact that I was up until 1am this morning working on an astronomy assignment, or that myself, Kate and Dan were shooting all weekend. Very tiring work. Little sleep. Hmm - what shall we do? Piss Emma off. Honestly. . .
I'm hoping that when I get home my parents will have calmed down a tad although I wouldn't put it past them to make my life that much more miserable. I just found out I cannot apply for OGS, which is this scholarship you can apply for if you are applying to Grad Schools in Ontario. I missed out by 0.05%. It's such an infinitesimal number. The main problem with this is my stupid fucking writing professor from the summer who decided that it would be fine to give me the exact same percent for each assignment even though I know I did much better than that. Really I should have appealed but I didn't think it would affect my average that much. Turns out it did.
Plus, BPC were supposed to be taking part in the Homecoming parade this year and we just got word that the float has been cancelled along with dozens of others because of costs. I've never attended and won't be able to this weekend because my stupid manager at work is going away on vacation again.
I want to go back to bed and not wake up until tomorrow. Think anyone can make this happen for me?