You’re gonna miss me baby hate to say 'I told you so'
i hate feeling alone... my sister and my brother-in-law just moved out and caitie left for cleveland... and I don't know exactly what i'm supposed to feel right now... cause i'm happy that my sister got her own place but i'm upset cause she won't be here when i come home at night... I'm happy that cait will finally get to see her grandparents but i'm sad cause she's gone for a whole week...I'll miss her... I don't know...
Dear ________,
I'm going to drop you like a bad habit... "I'm just doin what everybody said.."??? what kind of bullshit is that?! As much shit i heard from other people about you and as many fucking times you told me that i shouldn't listen to them yada yada fucking yada you're going to listen to everybody ??? well, take your own fucking advice... I don't hear from you in a while and that's the first thing you have to fucking say to me??? No "hi, how are you?"... maybe I misjudged you for someone who actually gave a fuck about me... and you tell me not to be mad at you... what other feelings am i supposed to have? am i supposed to be happy to hear this from you??? am i supposed to feel priviledged to actually get a message from you??? cause fuck you if you thought that I wasn't going to get mad... and shame on me for thinking that you were different and for letting you get to me...
xoxo
your fool..
Dear ________,
I'm going to drop you like a bad habit... "I'm just doin what everybody said.."??? what kind of bullshit is that?! As much shit i heard from other people about you and as many fucking times you told me that i shouldn't listen to them yada yada fucking yada you're going to listen to everybody ??? well, take your own fucking advice... I don't hear from you in a while and that's the first thing you have to fucking say to me??? No "hi, how are you?"... maybe I misjudged you for someone who actually gave a fuck about me... and you tell me not to be mad at you... what other feelings am i supposed to have? am i supposed to be happy to hear this from you??? am i supposed to feel priviledged to actually get a message from you??? cause fuck you if you thought that I wasn't going to get mad... and shame on me for thinking that you were different and for letting you get to me...
xoxo
your fool..