thoughts of my break up
i was afraid of you
and so i started to give up
my life spiraled downward
i could see myself fall
looking through your eyes
you see nothing but a fuck up
a small little fool always wanting to give up
and now i CAN confess
that i DID ruin everything
and all i needed was one more chance
one more to fix things
but that was not enough for you
i tried to warn you
but you did not listen
you just reminisce of that one day
when i let go of everything
i begged and i pleaded
just give me another day
another day to kiss you
another day when you loved me
thoughts clouded my head
hatred burned through me
and you were my water
you were my awakening sun
and now i just feel like a puppet
on thin strings
strings made out of my love for you
now i'm tired of being your little puppet
i'm tired of you pulling my strings
making me feel something so good one day
and the next dropping me back on the stage
to have everyone look at me
laughing and pointing
i'm tired of being your amusement for the day
i'm tired of being your whore
i'm trying to break free now
the thin strings you held me with are starting to tear
and now i realized that i was no longer the fool
you are the fool for not believing in your heart
you are the fool for letting this one mistake
take me away from you
and you are the child
playing in the corner
with little dolls
and your vivid imagination
took the best of you
and you'll wake up one morning
to see that your most beautiful doll has disappeared....
copyright ¬ 2005
and so i started to give up
my life spiraled downward
i could see myself fall
looking through your eyes
you see nothing but a fuck up
a small little fool always wanting to give up
and now i CAN confess
that i DID ruin everything
and all i needed was one more chance
one more to fix things
but that was not enough for you
i tried to warn you
but you did not listen
you just reminisce of that one day
when i let go of everything
i begged and i pleaded
just give me another day
another day to kiss you
another day when you loved me
thoughts clouded my head
hatred burned through me
and you were my water
you were my awakening sun
and now i just feel like a puppet
on thin strings
strings made out of my love for you
now i'm tired of being your little puppet
i'm tired of you pulling my strings
making me feel something so good one day
and the next dropping me back on the stage
to have everyone look at me
laughing and pointing
i'm tired of being your amusement for the day
i'm tired of being your whore
i'm trying to break free now
the thin strings you held me with are starting to tear
and now i realized that i was no longer the fool
you are the fool for not believing in your heart
you are the fool for letting this one mistake
take me away from you
and you are the child
playing in the corner
with little dolls
and your vivid imagination
took the best of you
and you'll wake up one morning
to see that your most beautiful doll has disappeared....
copyright ¬ 2005