i am a danger to myself and you
so i walked over to chris' last night and drank some vodka. i hated it, so as not to feel so dizzy, i tried and actually slept a little. i dont know what time it was when i got up and found myself wrapped in sheets in his bathroom. i felt so shitty, i had hardly 4 shots. i am a pussy. i sat there for probably a good half hour. then sat under the hot shower. all alone. i got out because i had to puke. since theres never any food in my stomach, all i could manage to throw up was blood and coke.
2 hours later, i come back to bed and fall asleep. i just got home. i am tired and sick. i want to crawl under the devil's feet and ask for his warmness. its 60 degrees.
im going back to bed. and i am never drinking again. it really isnt my thing, i told you guys.
my eyes are puffy and i have the autumn color brown circling them. my skin is pale. i am shivering...and i would want nothing more than to be in your arms baby. i miss you so much. i want to go home and never look back. but i was unfortunately taught virtues and values. this shit sucks. this whole town disgusts me.
2 hours later, i come back to bed and fall asleep. i just got home. i am tired and sick. i want to crawl under the devil's feet and ask for his warmness. its 60 degrees.
im going back to bed. and i am never drinking again. it really isnt my thing, i told you guys.
my eyes are puffy and i have the autumn color brown circling them. my skin is pale. i am shivering...and i would want nothing more than to be in your arms baby. i miss you so much. i want to go home and never look back. but i was unfortunately taught virtues and values. this shit sucks. this whole town disgusts me.