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i'm doing horribly in school. my car is totaled (AGAIN). i'm really effing sick. no one is answering their phones or can hang out. i'm really sad right now and i don't really have anyone to talk to. so i'm guessing that the internet world is it.
i'm slowly finding out that i'm not as great as i thought i was. i'm not as intelligent or gifted or talented. i'm on the verge of losing my scholarships. work is such a nuissance (i don't give a shit about spelling). i shouldn't have skipped my therapy appointment last week. i never remember to take my meds. wendy's gone. laura thinks i'm just fucking with her head. i really seriously hate it here right now. and by here, i don't necessarily mean jacksonville, i just mean i hate my existence right now. and i'm sure some of y'all are thinking, WTF? she always says this shit.....well that's because it's true. my immune system is so low right now. i wouldn't be surprised if i wind up with the flu this year.
my life is so far from how i want it to be right now. damn. i dunno where to try to start fixing it, except maybe to wait until next semester and hope that i have better luck then.
ok.....i'm gonna go do something, or try to find something to do that isn't studying or thinking about school....wish me luck.
~me
i'm slowly finding out that i'm not as great as i thought i was. i'm not as intelligent or gifted or talented. i'm on the verge of losing my scholarships. work is such a nuissance (i don't give a shit about spelling). i shouldn't have skipped my therapy appointment last week. i never remember to take my meds. wendy's gone. laura thinks i'm just fucking with her head. i really seriously hate it here right now. and by here, i don't necessarily mean jacksonville, i just mean i hate my existence right now. and i'm sure some of y'all are thinking, WTF? she always says this shit.....well that's because it's true. my immune system is so low right now. i wouldn't be surprised if i wind up with the flu this year.
my life is so far from how i want it to be right now. damn. i dunno where to try to start fixing it, except maybe to wait until next semester and hope that i have better luck then.
ok.....i'm gonna go do something, or try to find something to do that isn't studying or thinking about school....wish me luck.
~me