Nov 14, 2004 17:15
i'm totally chillin up here in nashville. i have a new perspective of how things in my life should be. of what needs to improve and what not. i'm developing a less warm fuzzy feeling in my tummy about how my life is going. i'm so jealous of this setup that claire has here. it's so.....ideal. it's how i always saw my life going in college. claire has the life that i always wanted.
fucking a. i'm getting depressed. this weekend has totally brought me down. i mean, i'm happy that i got to see claire. i got a real reminder of who i really am, and who i was back in jax. i love who i am around claire. she has such compatible philosophies of life with mine. it's great. when i'm around claire i really realize what an amazing friendship we have and how much i valule it. i don't have anyone else that puts a warm fuzzy around my person than her. she's a best friend.
ok. i don't want to toot her horn too much, but i just think she's such a beautiful person and i value her presence in my life.
ok.......i'm off to smoke and drink responsibly for a while.
~me