why
why do i let life get to me?
why am i such an open person all the time?
would i suffer less if i was more defensive?
i know i wear my heart on my sleeve...that if something bothers me, everyone knows....but that's how i've always been.....i can develop my assinine comments and sarcasm again. i did do that for a little while. but i keep so much to myself as it is. i don't know how i'd deal with keeping it all in again.
i think that the day needs to have 36 hours in it. i also think that i need to better busy/distract myself with school. if i over-commit myself just slightly, i'll get all of my stuff done. i need to get serious....about school (keeping my grades up and deciding on a major), about work (getting hours, saving money, paying bills, getting promoted), about getting a new car, about getting my own apartment.
i miss my car.....
i miss my best friend.....
i miss being content with my life.....
god i piss myself off. i'm such an effing sappy depressing whiner.
~me
why am i such an open person all the time?
would i suffer less if i was more defensive?
i know i wear my heart on my sleeve...that if something bothers me, everyone knows....but that's how i've always been.....i can develop my assinine comments and sarcasm again. i did do that for a little while. but i keep so much to myself as it is. i don't know how i'd deal with keeping it all in again.
i think that the day needs to have 36 hours in it. i also think that i need to better busy/distract myself with school. if i over-commit myself just slightly, i'll get all of my stuff done. i need to get serious....about school (keeping my grades up and deciding on a major), about work (getting hours, saving money, paying bills, getting promoted), about getting a new car, about getting my own apartment.
i miss my car.....
i miss my best friend.....
i miss being content with my life.....
god i piss myself off. i'm such an effing sappy depressing whiner.
~me