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i just CAN'T believe i cut it all away. i know i HAD to. i know i did. but i CAN'T BELIEVE I FUCKING DID. i cannot cannot believe it.
i may not have been drunk, but i was mentally high. i hate myself. even though i really had to do it.
i may not have been drunk, but i was mentally high. i hate myself. even though i really had to do it.