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Alright so right now I am pretty happy. It may be 3:34 in the morning but I feel fine. I cryed a little tonight and I laughed a little. I think that every day should almost be like this. You get things out that you are holding in and you get to laugh in the end. Not necessairly because of what you let out but maybe something funny happened or something that you were talking about to a friend is funny. Hmmm I also want to share something with you guys even though it is kinda sad. I worte it yesterday (sunday) night after finding out that my friend Kane Funke died while fighting for our country. He got blown up by what they called in the article I have an "incendairy device" which is like a bomb or a gernade. Okay here it goes. and it is not necessairly just for him but I think that you guys will kinda get what I mean during this poem or though what ever you would really like to call it.it's called flowers of pain
FLOWERS OF PAIN
Flowers of pain are forever in your heartand head,
They are memories of someone you loved or grew up with
And would do anything for but by the time you say you
Would do anything for that person it is allready too late
Everyone has to deal with the Flower of Pain and the tears of
Sorrow but they make us stronger and they will never be forgotten
And they are never truely gone, they live on in spirit and they
Will check up on us from time to time to make sure that we are
Doing okay.
Our loved ones may be physically gone but they will never
Truely be gone.
I realize that it may be sad but that is what came out of me when I wrote this. It came from my heart and I have always though that even though I don't really believe in god, that that doesn't mean that the people that we loose in our lives aren't still around to watch us grow into who ever we become and what we do. I do believe in ghosts and spitits and I do believe that they are here for reasons, but just because they are here doesn't mean that they are stuck, they could just be checkin up on you or paying you a visit. I think that that is all that I have to say for now. and I hope that you all can kinda understand what my poem/thoughs means. it could mean something totally different to one person then it does another ya know? alright signing off this is Shelby :)
FLOWERS OF PAIN
Flowers of pain are forever in your heartand head,
They are memories of someone you loved or grew up with
And would do anything for but by the time you say you
Would do anything for that person it is allready too late
Everyone has to deal with the Flower of Pain and the tears of
Sorrow but they make us stronger and they will never be forgotten
And they are never truely gone, they live on in spirit and they
Will check up on us from time to time to make sure that we are
Doing okay.
Our loved ones may be physically gone but they will never
Truely be gone.
I realize that it may be sad but that is what came out of me when I wrote this. It came from my heart and I have always though that even though I don't really believe in god, that that doesn't mean that the people that we loose in our lives aren't still around to watch us grow into who ever we become and what we do. I do believe in ghosts and spitits and I do believe that they are here for reasons, but just because they are here doesn't mean that they are stuck, they could just be checkin up on you or paying you a visit. I think that that is all that I have to say for now. and I hope that you all can kinda understand what my poem/thoughs means. it could mean something totally different to one person then it does another ya know? alright signing off this is Shelby :)