Nov 21, 2008 02:53
Just like I did in SD, I am doing and redoing the math related to how many classes I need to graduate, how many I need to fulfill prereq's for Cal's Optometry program, etc.
I know that I have to do what I have to to get in to Cal, or even finish, but it still makes me a bit sad that I'm not going to graduate with most of my friends.
I don't know anyone who's sticking around to be a super senior. Guess I really fucked up in college, too, huh?
Being at KU doesn't really help.
And my current GPA ain't purdy. I have lots of C's, and I don't know if I already told you guys, but Amanda laughed at me for my GPA and for wanting to get into Cal's Optometry program. I partly don't blame her, but I also resent her for that. I also resent that she illegally uses medication specifically for patients with ADD/ADHD in order to get the good grades that she does (she does not have ADD--just a huge ego problem).
I'm really hoping that all the drugs (coke, lsd, x, hash, frequent consumption of copious amounts of alchohol, etc.) she does, does a number on her.
I'm not a very good person.
But yeah...I am so fucked in so many different ways--none of them good.
If any UCSDers are reading this, please tell me if you're planning on sticking around to be a super senior as well, lol :3
I am hoping that Daniel stays. And at least I'll see Monica, and a lot of ex-fencers are living in SD, but that's not the same as seeing them on campus.
crimony, i have fucked myself over T.T