I'm on fire.
T-minus 8days until I spontaneously combust. Mainly everything is packed minus clothes, the computer and the things that can't be packed. If I get this job at the church (blah) then I'll probably be able to stay in orlando, but if I not I might be going to either lakeland, or Northcarolina, and who knows ny.
I actually attempted to call my father today, he was working, ick, but I got to talk to my step mom and we're good. She made sure I wasn't calling to bitch Dad out but who knows. She said they were going to take a trip to NY to visit family and that I'm completely invited along, and if I can't find a place here I can always move in with them... hell fucking no but I have to do what has to be done. I found out that my youngest sibling is now 2yrs old. Theres 3 of them, she just keeps popping out babies, maybe I should introduce her to BirthControl. But if I go to NY when they're going then I wil see my dad for the first time in 6yrs and the rest of my family, on his side, for the first time in 10yrs. I think it will be good for me whenever the time comes, despite how much I try to say I don't care and try to avoid them. I should see family and attempt to get along with them and my old goat grandfather (he's 95; some people will get that joke).
I'm going to try and sell my dresser and bookshelf, they're a light wood colour, and the dresser has green nobby thingies on it, They're not much, but I will take any offer if anyone wants them. If I had anything else to sell I would so do it but I really don't have that much stuff to begin with.
Well toodles, I'm still in my organizing cleaning mood.
I actually attempted to call my father today, he was working, ick, but I got to talk to my step mom and we're good. She made sure I wasn't calling to bitch Dad out but who knows. She said they were going to take a trip to NY to visit family and that I'm completely invited along, and if I can't find a place here I can always move in with them... hell fucking no but I have to do what has to be done. I found out that my youngest sibling is now 2yrs old. Theres 3 of them, she just keeps popping out babies, maybe I should introduce her to BirthControl. But if I go to NY when they're going then I wil see my dad for the first time in 6yrs and the rest of my family, on his side, for the first time in 10yrs. I think it will be good for me whenever the time comes, despite how much I try to say I don't care and try to avoid them. I should see family and attempt to get along with them and my old goat grandfather (he's 95; some people will get that joke).
I'm going to try and sell my dresser and bookshelf, they're a light wood colour, and the dresser has green nobby thingies on it, They're not much, but I will take any offer if anyone wants them. If I had anything else to sell I would so do it but I really don't have that much stuff to begin with.
Well toodles, I'm still in my organizing cleaning mood.