Mar 24, 2006 10:40
What if everything that we have ever been taught has been a lie? That life is just a huge conspiracy. Sometimes I wonder about the things that my parents say to me. Like I have random memories about them telling me something so absurd that i'm like, wtf, but then when questioned about it, they're like wtf are you talking about and go on with their everyday lives. And then I wonder whether or not they really told me this random fact. What if I had dreamt it? Because sometimes, I don't know dreams from reality (haha, I am so screwed up).
What if the world really isn't as we know it and there are like, random codes and whatnot set up by the super secret government of the world and we are just so oblivious and stupid to realize that we live in a dream? Ahh, so confusing for my little brain.
But seriously, what if science is all a lie? What if some dudes (aka top secret conspiracy government of the world) made it all up? Maybe the UN is just the "leaders" of all these top secret governments coming together to make other random top secret facts or ways of life to impose on other people. Maybe homeboy Kofe is the leader of the super secret world government and he's really not the nice grandfatherly-worried-about-the-status-of-the-world person he seems.
You know in "Wrinkle in Time" when Meg and Charles Wallce and Calvin visit that weird planet consumed by the THING (I think it was like Cazalot or Camelot, or some variation of that word) and the people there had mentally given in to the darkness and all they knew was what IT told them to believe? For example, they thought that they NEEDED papers to travel around and they HAD to bounce their balls at exactly the same time and jump rope at exactly the same beat. Well, isn't that the world today? We go to school and are all trained to think exactly the same, and we all function on the same schedule (aka, bell rings...migrate to this class, 12 noon...eat, 7pm...go out).
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On a completely unrelated note, you know when people say something because they want to make fun of it but then get totally into saying it? Ok, that did not make sense at all so I will give you an example: Sam says "hecka" and "hella" because he wants to make fun of those terms, but in reality, the more he says them, the more they are going to be incoporated into his everyday life and then he's going to start saying them just because and then he's going to become a norcal convert. Or like, when you consciously try to say this one word because its funny and then it gets lame so you want to stop saying but you can't because it is part of your everyday vocab now.
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There was mold in my room. Pictures to come later when I find where my link cable is. If I lost it, I will cry.
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Edit: I am completely and totally devastated by love and emotions *dramatic pose* (learned from Jeanine). Why can't there just be Draco Malfoys (love) or nice Asian boys that we can settle down with, have beautiful children with, raise beautiful family with, and intellectual conversations with? I wish more than ever now that I was a robot. I also have a paper to write/BS.