New Ruins

May 19, 2008 02:10

I keep comming back to this more frenquently.
Don't ask me why..

Bum Guts....

I was really excited about today.
So excited I woke up in advance for the arival.
She never came.
Never called.
Never tried to contact.

So it's safe to say I was extremely bummed.

I haven't felt that in a long time...
Especially from yeahhhh.
And I thought, but maybe I am just over thinking.
Maybe I like to tell myself that so I can justify
to myself a reason to still stick around.

I keep picking up that old dusty acoustic.
I put new elixer strings on it.
Tuned it.
Tried to figure out a Psky song on it so I could
re-do it to full acoustic.
I need to do something with it.

And I don't know why i'm going off topic and back to this,
but she has never done something like this.
Always excited around me.
Always interested.
Always asking the questions.
Always wanting to be around.
She even planned this.
But, where was she?

Like I said I think too much, but maybe I really am?

("This is what it feels like to remember")
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