Was your heart too soft?
Hello.
I don't know really what to say.
Resuming college in August.
Alex is gone,
Chris is gone,
Beau came back for 4 days now he is gone,
I should be going insane right?
There is one girl here who keeps my head leveled.
Her name is Katy Shea
She was from Texas, but moved here for reasons I will not disclose.
She is very down to earth
She follows very well with conversations
She is very open minded
She wants some of the same things I do in life
I could go on and on about here(and trust me I could!),
but I have a problem:
She is dating someone, but he was one of Christophers friends, but
haha he kinda chills with me.
She is having bad problems with him too.
He is more like an aquaitance in my life, but I still iono..
She has to break up with him first though.
She worth that much I guess, something you bump into once and lose it
and think you'll never find again, but you do..
Life is good though:
I'm learning to live on my own, learning how to deal with
friends moving, spending time with family, spending time with
wonderful friends, missing amazing people, happy for those people
too, writing constantly again, getting into music hardcore once again,
Cleaning up, gaining confidance, sculpting myself, learning myself,
Working and applying new places.
Maybe I can do this?
Maybe I will get the girl?
Maybe I will be happy?
I'll write about it soon.If it happens.Or doesn't
I don't know really what to say.
Resuming college in August.
Alex is gone,
Chris is gone,
Beau came back for 4 days now he is gone,
I should be going insane right?
There is one girl here who keeps my head leveled.
Her name is Katy Shea
She was from Texas, but moved here for reasons I will not disclose.
She is very down to earth
She follows very well with conversations
She is very open minded
She wants some of the same things I do in life
I could go on and on about here(and trust me I could!),
but I have a problem:
She is dating someone, but he was one of Christophers friends, but
haha he kinda chills with me.
She is having bad problems with him too.
He is more like an aquaitance in my life, but I still iono..
She has to break up with him first though.
She worth that much I guess, something you bump into once and lose it
and think you'll never find again, but you do..
Life is good though:
I'm learning to live on my own, learning how to deal with
friends moving, spending time with family, spending time with
wonderful friends, missing amazing people, happy for those people
too, writing constantly again, getting into music hardcore once again,
Cleaning up, gaining confidance, sculpting myself, learning myself,
Working and applying new places.
Maybe I can do this?
Maybe I will get the girl?
Maybe I will be happy?
I'll write about it soon.If it happens.Or doesn't