great......
WARNING: THIS IS A SLIGHTLY GRAPHIC POST. IT IS DEPRESSING AND YOU MIGHT NOT WANT TO READ THE NEGATIVITY.
this is me..... giving up. cuz nothing really matters anymore. seriously i am so depressed/pissed/stressed that my school work is suffering and finals are coming!!11 i cant stop cussing, hating my body, and wishing i was just plain old dead. i wont recap this weekend or the beginning of this week cuz its all just too depressing. and i def. need to work on my sleep schedule cuz i am not doing well with that.
isnt life great. i wish there was a way i could get rid of this pain.
if there was ever a time in my life that i needed a pick me up, its now.
christmas list: to get happy or just die.
sorry this is depressing but i need to let it out.
this is me..... giving up. cuz nothing really matters anymore. seriously i am so depressed/pissed/stressed that my school work is suffering and finals are coming!!11 i cant stop cussing, hating my body, and wishing i was just plain old dead. i wont recap this weekend or the beginning of this week cuz its all just too depressing. and i def. need to work on my sleep schedule cuz i am not doing well with that.
isnt life great. i wish there was a way i could get rid of this pain.
if there was ever a time in my life that i needed a pick me up, its now.
christmas list: to get happy or just die.
sorry this is depressing but i need to let it out.