Nov 15, 2005 12:26
today. well. words almost cant explain what i have felt today. i felt some things that i have never felt before. not only physically but psychologically as well.
sometimes i just wish our bodies would just take care of themselves.
sometimes i feel really selfish. but then again what am i supposed to do, ignore it? nobody else is gonna help me. i have to be my own advocate for my health. i have to fight even though i dont know how or where to start. i wish life was easier for everyone.
oh screw this day.