Oct 15, 2005 18:33
wow. the past about 2 weeks have been some of the worst weeks i have had in quite some time. i have wanted to cry almost every day. but yet some really good things have come out of it.
last night when i was talking to tyler he told me that one day justin and him were talking and justin was telling him how our relationship is. justin said that he and i are closer than him and his sister erin. he said that i look out for him and take care of him and that we are CLOSER THAN HIM AND HIS SISTER!!!! that is the pick me up i have been needing the past few weeks. that right there was amazing to hear last night. i was so happy i cried a little. i love tyler and justin sooooo much. they are my new best friends. well they have been for a while but it also made me realize how lucky i am. i have some really great friends and i feel so blessed to have them in my life.
sorry didnt mean to get mushy.
gotta go. love you all