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most stuff has been amazing since my last update. i miss holly and i HAVE to hang out with her before i go to Europe. im so excited. yet so nervous. what if im not ready? oh well i guess i juss have to trust in something. i dont know what tho. nothing seems constant anymore except for the drag of life. i feel so abandoned when pastors walk out on us. its weird to here myself say this but i wish mark was still here. at least he cared and didnt sing loud and out of key and look like a porcelain doll.
i miss the smell of summer air. i miss hearing the birds sing and feeling the sun on my face and i miss the excitement of lightning storms and the uncertainty of if a tornado will form. i miss summer camp and laughing until i nearly pee my pants.
oh well i guess it will all come as quickly as possible.
i miss the smell of summer air. i miss hearing the birds sing and feeling the sun on my face and i miss the excitement of lightning storms and the uncertainty of if a tornado will form. i miss summer camp and laughing until i nearly pee my pants.
oh well i guess it will all come as quickly as possible.