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dont really feel motivated to write in here right now. dont really feel motivated for anything at all. i was a hippie, flower child, whatever u wanna call it for halloween. i went to work like that it was cool. but all i wanted to do was get out of there to go call kevin. its nice hearing his voice. i wish he lived closer.
i missed school yet again today because of my reoccurring symptoms of dizziness, headache, and nausea. it was mainly the dizziness that got me down today. not even the chiropractor could help. so im sitting here wondering if i will make it to school tomorrow. the freakin stupid ass doctor wants me to take more "stronger" medicine before she sends me to a specialist. or she juss wants more of our money. it makes me scared becuz i dont know whats wrong and it makes me angry that i cant get better. i juss want to cry. i wish he was here to hold me and be with me. who cares anymore, NOT ME!!
well i think i will go try and die by sitting around the rest of the evening. have fun.
i missed school yet again today because of my reoccurring symptoms of dizziness, headache, and nausea. it was mainly the dizziness that got me down today. not even the chiropractor could help. so im sitting here wondering if i will make it to school tomorrow. the freakin stupid ass doctor wants me to take more "stronger" medicine before she sends me to a specialist. or she juss wants more of our money. it makes me scared becuz i dont know whats wrong and it makes me angry that i cant get better. i juss want to cry. i wish he was here to hold me and be with me. who cares anymore, NOT ME!!
well i think i will go try and die by sitting around the rest of the evening. have fun.