sob
i was just thinking about how much i miss alex today and it just so happens he left me an IM while i was at work this afternoon. i don't know what it is about him but i miss him a lot. i guess it's because he'd be such an ideal partner from what i've gathered after spending some quality time alone with him. i bet he couldn't stand to hear that though, and it makes me sad. in some ways i wish certain events and certain conversations hadn't taken place because it totally set me up to live through some minor heartbreak. he's so special, and he makes me feel special too when we're together. blah, what a sob story... i wish it didn't weigh in my mind but it does.