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the past 24 hours have been hell.
i had a paper due today at 4:00, i submitted it at 3:59. before that, i had to take an exam for a class i haven't been going to enough. and i had to finish reading this book for a presentation i have tomorrow. luckily i got through it all.
i still have a lot of school stuff this week, but, it will all be ok.
more than anything, i'm stressed about my finances; i swear i am so fucking horrible with money. i've been really frivoulous and it's really depressing. but, it's my own fault and hopefully this time i'll learn my lesson.
the weekend was a lot of fun. friday night i went out with vu and jason and we met up with mike. it was good hanging out with mike; i don't see him nearly as much as i used to.
saturday i saw my family and then had dinner with stephanie for her bday. allen ended up joining us and we had a good time at dinner and steph and i decided to go out with him that night. i got real real shit faced, and apparently acted very crazy. from what i remember i had a lot of fun though. i haven't really spent a lot of time with allen in a long time, and it was nice to actually have fun with him just as friends.
i ended up meeting his boyfriend, which i thought would be really aukward, but it wasn't aukward at all; he was actually a really nice guy. if anything, it was just sort of weird seeing allen with somebody else. i mean, we were together for such a long time. but looking back, the whole situation wasn't even weird... it was just different.
besides all that, it was just really good to see allen back to his old self; he isn't up to the same old stuff he used to be into. he seems happy, so that makes me happy.
it was just good to see steph, allen and sarah... anytime i get to spend time with them i always enjoy it... i used to see them practically every day, and now i'm lucky to see them once or twice a month.
oy vey... it's late now and i need to read a couple more chapters.
oh, btw - could the weather be any more perfect??
i had a paper due today at 4:00, i submitted it at 3:59. before that, i had to take an exam for a class i haven't been going to enough. and i had to finish reading this book for a presentation i have tomorrow. luckily i got through it all.
i still have a lot of school stuff this week, but, it will all be ok.
more than anything, i'm stressed about my finances; i swear i am so fucking horrible with money. i've been really frivoulous and it's really depressing. but, it's my own fault and hopefully this time i'll learn my lesson.
the weekend was a lot of fun. friday night i went out with vu and jason and we met up with mike. it was good hanging out with mike; i don't see him nearly as much as i used to.
saturday i saw my family and then had dinner with stephanie for her bday. allen ended up joining us and we had a good time at dinner and steph and i decided to go out with him that night. i got real real shit faced, and apparently acted very crazy. from what i remember i had a lot of fun though. i haven't really spent a lot of time with allen in a long time, and it was nice to actually have fun with him just as friends.
i ended up meeting his boyfriend, which i thought would be really aukward, but it wasn't aukward at all; he was actually a really nice guy. if anything, it was just sort of weird seeing allen with somebody else. i mean, we were together for such a long time. but looking back, the whole situation wasn't even weird... it was just different.
besides all that, it was just really good to see allen back to his old self; he isn't up to the same old stuff he used to be into. he seems happy, so that makes me happy.
it was just good to see steph, allen and sarah... anytime i get to spend time with them i always enjoy it... i used to see them practically every day, and now i'm lucky to see them once or twice a month.
oy vey... it's late now and i need to read a couple more chapters.
oh, btw - could the weather be any more perfect??