life in general

Mar 06, 2008 17:41

I'm surprised that it never crossed my mind to delete this thing. I mean shit, it used to be my little place to bitch about my life. I've changed a whole lot in 4 years, and I don't know if they were good changes, but I used to love who I was. Now I'm half way through my army enlistment, in Iraq sweating my balls off(and I know it's only getting worse), risking my fucking life, and constantly wishing I was living a normal, ideal life. I've seen a whole lot that the world has to offer, and quite frankly I'm not impressed. The world truly is a fucked up place and in order to maintain a certain sense of well-being and sanity, in essence, you have to seclude yourself and live in your tiny little bubble or box. I don't know what the meaning of life is, and I don't think I ever will. I don't even know if I give a fuck. All I want is to live a normal life again, and thats all I ever think about, all day long, everyday. I'm 1/3rd of the way done with my grand iraqi vacation!

The point is I want to just fucking smoke a fucking fatty blunt of some of the finest dankest greenery and blow it in your faces. Werd life, one love, I'm out.
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