END ALREADY
1. I have one more paper to write. It's due tomorrow, and i just want it to be over with.
2. I'm excited at the prospect of Stephanie visiting next week while i'm working commencement.
3. I'm stupid. I should never ever ever let boys (haha. like there are really more than one.) boy that i'm in love with drunkenly cuddle on me and nuzzle my face with his nose while his fucking beautiful eyes stare innocently at me like he doesn't know that i'm completely melting into a puddle of ecstatic goo that is doomed to dry up in the morning, knowing that the next day I'm going to go without it. And the day after that...and the whole summer...and next year........ Does he know what he's doing?? Or should I be the one to not allow that kinda thing to happen because I know it will fuck with my emotions. But it was soooo nice. The most wonderful night i can remember having in ages. I guess I'm just drawn to rollercoaster rides.
2. I'm excited at the prospect of Stephanie visiting next week while i'm working commencement.
3. I'm stupid. I should never ever ever let boys (haha. like there are really more than one.) boy that i'm in love with drunkenly cuddle on me and nuzzle my face with his nose while his fucking beautiful eyes stare innocently at me like he doesn't know that i'm completely melting into a puddle of ecstatic goo that is doomed to dry up in the morning, knowing that the next day I'm going to go without it. And the day after that...and the whole summer...and next year........ Does he know what he's doing?? Or should I be the one to not allow that kinda thing to happen because I know it will fuck with my emotions. But it was soooo nice. The most wonderful night i can remember having in ages. I guess I'm just drawn to rollercoaster rides.