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So, spring break has finally decided to arrive. And thank god for that, school can really wear you down. I'm not really going anywhere, so if any of you wanna hang out, definitely hit me up.
Jackie's birthday was the other day. We got her a sand crab. Not just any old crab, mind you, I mean a huge, spikey fucker. Jackie was scared of it. It left a bloody hole in my finger, too, when I tried to pet it. Silly thing.
I'm loving the warm weather. Its delightful, it really is.
And yeah, I know you're all curious about the changes in my love life, so I'll give you a brief summary of the recent events.
Any of you that know me at all know that I dated Rob (Crichton) freshman year, and that our breakup really... well, fucked me up. Classes changed for the semester, and I found out that he and I share 6th period. Jimmy is in there, too. It's one giant ball of awkward. I'll get to that. Anyway, I finally manage to let Rob go and move on, but it was a hard road to go down. Next thing I know, he's into me again, and wants to see me again. Of all things that could've happened to me, this was the most unpredictable. But, of course, now that he wants me, I dont know if I want him. He's changed a lot over the years. I guess we'll see.
So, yeah. The drama lives on.
Oh, and in case any of you are curious, here are the answers to the songs that nobody managed to figure out.
2. "Well I'm tasting you, you're tasting me, I'm taking pleasure in the enemy"
Element Eighty, "Rabies"
11. "Console yourself, you're better alone... Destroy yourself, see who gives a fuck... Absorb yourself, you're better alone... Destroy yourself.
Lamb Of God, "Laid To Rest"
18. "Identity, fantasy, heresy, killing me..."
Static-X, "The Only"
22. "Perception brought wisps of irreverence, lasting days beyond understanding... the stain of grief in stretched emotion, flaunts the hangings of distant loves..."
Himsa, "Sense Of Passings"
23. "There is this face in the still water, I can't remember ever wearing... like fingerprints on your heart, reading out the last lines of code...To the untrained eye a secret, I bled away the last of you"
Dark Tranquility, "Monochromatic Stains"
25. "There are times when the road gets dark, seem to have lost my way. Sophisticated abuse of reason, day after day... Oh no please come for me, for me and my XXXXXXXX XXXX"
Probot, "My Tortured Soul"
28. "No no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no..."
Radiohead, "A Punchup At A Wedding"
34. "Still she hasnt seen sun, but I promise you now when she wakes there will be none... Dont know how she gets by, sleeps with a phone on her chest and a bottle thats totally dry"
Sevendust, "Xmas Day" (this is one of my favourite songs, I'm ashamed none of you figured this one out)