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Why do I get in these weird funks? I just feel so...disappointed in myself. Both the guys that I like haven't expressed any interest really in me, I just feel totally unloved/ugly/rejected- even though I haven't put myself out there at all. And one of the guys is a manwhore to the extreme. I don't know why I like him, he's such a complete bastard- and this stupid crush has persisted for, like, over 9 months. God, I'm pathetic. :( I miss living on my own and doing stuff - I feel so isolated and friendless and I don't know how to fix it. I just want to curl up in a corner and cry. I just feel so lonely.