There was only two of you and I didn't know which to address, this is where I forget to breathe *~
it's all too much hindsight.
three wasted years, wasting time
as the hunger pains grow inside...
I'm a little anxious right now, when I should be relieved. I finished my AP Bio exam. Thus, all AP exams for 2004 are over. Thank Jeebuss. Since my five second wank with Lynzi on Saturday night, before the Kingerii party, I have been obsessively wanking my guitar and loving him to death.
I have the worst stomach ache ever. Thing is, I got drunk last night. I managed a good two soda cans, 75% whiskey, 25% soda and I still wasn't drunk to my heart's content. I woke up, and didn't feel badly at all. I took three extra strength tylenol, in case. Unfortunetly, during the exam, it wasn't the head that hurt. Twas the tummy. And I still managed, but it made the hellish experience quite the worse. I shouldn't drink, I'm silly. I like smoking better, but cigarettes are harder to get ahold of. And maybe I just should do neither, and be healthy and sXe and cool. I had a good 2 month sober streak going behind me this time, too. Oops. Well, here's to another sobriety run...
I think Wojo likes me, and this makes me happy. He always waves at me and says "Hi" and he tells me stories and laughs with me. I see him and I smile and wave, but I'm the type of person that only reciprocates waves. You must wave first, if I don't know you well enough. Thus, Wojo always waves first. I like this. I like this a lot. Down side of teachers: Too chicken to talk to Eye. I was going to talk to him about the pile up of assignments and projects now in AP Eng, and when they are due, but that didn't work out. I went to the Patriot room door, stopped, looked through the crack and saw far too many people. I didn't talk to him. All I know is that my dream inspired creative project is due tomorrow. So is my AP Bio lab. The last one. And Gatsby needs to be reviewed. Mudd bless Gatsby. I <3 him.
Someone, anyone who plays guitar, send me some cool new tabs to a cool new song that I can teach myself to play. Keep it simple, I'm not that snazz, but I would appreciate that...
Considering comments are always loved like woah.
Worry for my father. Doctor's results come back in today, and if things are bad, I'll stop the ambiguity and tell you what's up. I'm hoping it isn't too bad. I really am. Fuck.
Off to do some more work... Love to you all. <3
~Rachel