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Technically, I'm in a good mood.
But other things are starting to take that away from me, damnit.
+I have a 93 in AP U.S. =D
+I plan on having mucho time speding with Darryl this weekend.
-His neck is hurting him real bad...
-I still need hangage with my bestest friend.
-and my other best friends.
-Homework is killer this weekend.
+I think I'm going to the game tonight. [Who's going!?]
& I dunno whether to put a + or - for this...but hockey is becoming just...i don't even know anymore. We're undefeated, which I'm so so happy about. But people keep getting into bad moods...sometimes that includes me.
Things aren't the same this year, I feel like I'm losing the person that means the MOST to me; especially during hockey. I don't sit with you and I'm never partners with you during practice; I'm ALWAYS the third wheel lately, and yet you're still my best friend...and I attempt to ask things like "are you gonna sit with me?" or "wanna be my partner?" but you're always with one other person. I don't care about the other person...I just mean if I'm unconditionally your best friend...why should I have to even ask stuff like that. You know I'd make it a given for you and yet it's obviously not a given for me. I shouldn't have to compete to be your best friend. And I don't wanna feel like that anymore.
& EMILY POWELL, I hope you read this. OMGSH you have been there for me every time so far this season. You sit with me all the time and whenever we're doing partner drills...it's really good that I no longer have to be like "umm ok...who am i gonna be with?" because you've just been there and I love it. I've become closer friends with you this year; and you're one of the COOLEST people I know.