Oct 26, 2004 12:49
I don't like to be alone in the night.
& I don't like to hear I'm wrong when I'm right.
& I don't like to have the rain on my shoes but I do love you.
Today has kind of sucked. Ryan and I broke up for just a little while. It was pointless. Infact, he said he never said he broke up with me. Psst. I don't like acting like everything is fine and hiding everything that isn't. I like talking things out. And no one likes to listen to me. Not even him anymore.
My eyeliner is all over my face. Marie tried fixing it. But I'm sure it got all fucked up again.
I am so tired. But what else is new?
I need to get my permit. BUT NOBODY WILL TAKE ME. I just want to wing it, hope for the best, and get it! I want to drive, so when things get bad, it will be MY turn to run away. I remember how I used to run away all the time, but I stopped since Ryan. And now I really want to but if I do I get in trouble. I sound so useless. It's pathetic.
Eh. I'm out. <3