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Yesterday was simply wonderful. I would re-live it if I could.
Ryan, Chelsea, Andrew, Kevin, Scott, and I all went to the movies together. We saw Shrek 2, and it was one of the best movies ever. It was funny, and I had the best time. After the movies we all walked around for a bit. We ran into Matt Heckler. God, I missed him. Just seeing his face, seriously. He decided he wanted to play some music for us so we all sat around in a circle and he played. He played Against me! for me, and it made me a happy girl. He is a beautiful boy, he should really make something of himself.
Ryan and I went home and we went downstairs for a bit and cuddled and listened to music. We ended up falling asleep together for about a half an hour. He then walked me up the stairs and tucked me into bed. It was nice. He even told me a bed time story. It was adorable. Everything is going great with him. I'm sure a few fights here and there are fine. Just as long as that's not what it comes down to.
Today he's having friends over to go swimming. I honestly don't want to be near Alex at the moment. I don't like him and anything he does. He keeps trying to get Ryan to smoke weed with him, or to get Ryan to actually fight someone. I just think he's bad news. Ryan does too, but how do you push your supposedly 'best friend' away? I'm sure Ryan doesn't want to hurt him. So maybe he should just talk to him. But as we all have figured out, Alex is nothing but a jealous asshole. He needs to get over himself.
I should be going back home later. Donna told me I better. :) Man, I love that family. Man, I love him. I can't even describe how I feel anymore. It's just a great feeling. <3
Ryan, Chelsea, Andrew, Kevin, Scott, and I all went to the movies together. We saw Shrek 2, and it was one of the best movies ever. It was funny, and I had the best time. After the movies we all walked around for a bit. We ran into Matt Heckler. God, I missed him. Just seeing his face, seriously. He decided he wanted to play some music for us so we all sat around in a circle and he played. He played Against me! for me, and it made me a happy girl. He is a beautiful boy, he should really make something of himself.
Ryan and I went home and we went downstairs for a bit and cuddled and listened to music. We ended up falling asleep together for about a half an hour. He then walked me up the stairs and tucked me into bed. It was nice. He even told me a bed time story. It was adorable. Everything is going great with him. I'm sure a few fights here and there are fine. Just as long as that's not what it comes down to.
Today he's having friends over to go swimming. I honestly don't want to be near Alex at the moment. I don't like him and anything he does. He keeps trying to get Ryan to smoke weed with him, or to get Ryan to actually fight someone. I just think he's bad news. Ryan does too, but how do you push your supposedly 'best friend' away? I'm sure Ryan doesn't want to hurt him. So maybe he should just talk to him. But as we all have figured out, Alex is nothing but a jealous asshole. He needs to get over himself.
I should be going back home later. Donna told me I better. :) Man, I love that family. Man, I love him. I can't even describe how I feel anymore. It's just a great feeling. <3