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Long frigging week, and it's ALL DONE!!! Community days are done, driving is done!!
Totally fucking passed by the way!! I now have my G2 ...soooo happy!!
Now that means we have time for yard work, and school work, and working with my author, and other commissions ...*headdesk* No rest for the wicked I guess.
Now that I'm working with someone who's as messed up as I am ...I'm suddenly not as weird ...She's WAY worse than I am! I never thought that was possible! I thought writing about gay guys would top the scale of who's more fucked up ...but she just wrote a female orgy ...so ...she's got me beat. She's getting into fetishes and BDSM ...a lot of it is shit I haven't touched. I actually feel kind of normal around her, it's fantastic! No wonder her and I get along so well, LOL! And she's determined to make me a better artist, she told me she is going to push me to do things I never thought I could, which is what I need. I get bored really easily with drawing so I need to be pushed, and she'll do that. By the way, this is the lady that cuts my hair, LMAO, multi-talented!
We had our dog put down last Thursday. It was a shitty day, I can tell you that much. Mom's still upset about it, seriously. She's still barely eating, she still randomly starts crying. It's horrible. We got a sympathy card from the vet yesterday and that set her off again. Even our cats are upset. The day after the dog was put down our little princess (I didn't know we had royalty in the house either!) actually laid down on his mat and stayed there for a while. she's NEVER laid there. But she stretched out on it, then I caught her sniffing around the dog house (which is up at the garage). Our kitten fucking breaks my heart. The first day he apparently came into the house and ran all over the house meowing, then went outside and ran all over the yard. A week later and he's still walking around the house crying. He rarely eats and he's around the house even less. The other morning he was up in the hall outside the bedrooms crying and he hopped in bed with me and meowed in my face, so I told him "Jake's gone," and he laid down and went to sleep. It's been rough on all of us. The house is so frigging empty, but my mom is taking it the hardest. Mom told her nurse that we put the dog down and she started crying, mom had to comfort her, it was kind of funny actually cause mom's been broken up all week. And the couple that used to dog-sit for us cried too. Mom gave Dennis a pie and some bread as thanks for looking after Jake and he started crying, so Gilles started crying and mom was trying not to cry.
I thought that maybe I'd want another dog right away, but now that Jake's gone ...I really don't want a dog.
Wayne came in the other day and stood around talking to me, it was kind of weird. He was asking where I live out here and all that, then he was asking about my motorcycle, LOL. I'm so used to people asking where I live that it's actually no longer weird. Jackson came in later that night and actually started a conversation with me! It was all I could do not to grin like an idiot! LMAO!! He's way too damn pretty!! And young ...SIIIIIIGH.
It's official though, the kids out here like me WAY too much XD During the community days TONS of kids kept coming up to our table to talk to me, or they would walk by and be like "Hi Shadow!" Mom kept laughing cause there were so many kids doing that XD Gilles was like, "wow, I didn't know the kids out here could be so nice!!" Even after I left for work the kids would come up and start talking to my mom, like, "you're Shadow's mom?!". Mom finally met Carrie (hairdresser/lady I'm working with) and she was like "she's beautiful! Tell her I said that!!" Carrie did look amazing at the community days though, and I finally got to hear her sing!! She's got a fucking AMAZING voice!! Holy shit!! She's got one of those crazy strong and deep voices, fucking sexy!
I think I need to watch The Final Match again ...I keep getting the music stuck in my head. I gotta find the page where I downloaded it and get the version with Cast A, and all the backstage's, I didn't get it last time cause I ran out of time, I was upset, but I'm going down in September, and Kimmy's gonna meet me there SQUEEEEE!!!!!!!!! I need the music before Niou's song drive me completely mental. It's either Niou's song, Sanada's solo, or one of the Shitenhoji ones; Tennis makes me happy, or hte other one about Ryoma losing his memory. One of those four songs is ALWAYS stuck in my head!! I had ecstasy stuck in my head somehow today ...and another song that I really can't remember where it's from, but it's a song by Aiba ...not like that actually narrows it down ...I think it might be from Rikkai second serve cause that's the backstage I was watching the other day ...
About the music I'm currently listening to ...DON'T JUDGE ME!!
Totally fucking passed by the way!! I now have my G2 ...soooo happy!!
Now that means we have time for yard work, and school work, and working with my author, and other commissions ...*headdesk* No rest for the wicked I guess.
Now that I'm working with someone who's as messed up as I am ...I'm suddenly not as weird ...She's WAY worse than I am! I never thought that was possible! I thought writing about gay guys would top the scale of who's more fucked up ...but she just wrote a female orgy ...so ...she's got me beat. She's getting into fetishes and BDSM ...a lot of it is shit I haven't touched. I actually feel kind of normal around her, it's fantastic! No wonder her and I get along so well, LOL! And she's determined to make me a better artist, she told me she is going to push me to do things I never thought I could, which is what I need. I get bored really easily with drawing so I need to be pushed, and she'll do that. By the way, this is the lady that cuts my hair, LMAO, multi-talented!
We had our dog put down last Thursday. It was a shitty day, I can tell you that much. Mom's still upset about it, seriously. She's still barely eating, she still randomly starts crying. It's horrible. We got a sympathy card from the vet yesterday and that set her off again. Even our cats are upset. The day after the dog was put down our little princess (I didn't know we had royalty in the house either!) actually laid down on his mat and stayed there for a while. she's NEVER laid there. But she stretched out on it, then I caught her sniffing around the dog house (which is up at the garage). Our kitten fucking breaks my heart. The first day he apparently came into the house and ran all over the house meowing, then went outside and ran all over the yard. A week later and he's still walking around the house crying. He rarely eats and he's around the house even less. The other morning he was up in the hall outside the bedrooms crying and he hopped in bed with me and meowed in my face, so I told him "Jake's gone," and he laid down and went to sleep. It's been rough on all of us. The house is so frigging empty, but my mom is taking it the hardest. Mom told her nurse that we put the dog down and she started crying, mom had to comfort her, it was kind of funny actually cause mom's been broken up all week. And the couple that used to dog-sit for us cried too. Mom gave Dennis a pie and some bread as thanks for looking after Jake and he started crying, so Gilles started crying and mom was trying not to cry.
I thought that maybe I'd want another dog right away, but now that Jake's gone ...I really don't want a dog.
Wayne came in the other day and stood around talking to me, it was kind of weird. He was asking where I live out here and all that, then he was asking about my motorcycle, LOL. I'm so used to people asking where I live that it's actually no longer weird. Jackson came in later that night and actually started a conversation with me! It was all I could do not to grin like an idiot! LMAO!! He's way too damn pretty!! And young ...SIIIIIIGH.
It's official though, the kids out here like me WAY too much XD During the community days TONS of kids kept coming up to our table to talk to me, or they would walk by and be like "Hi Shadow!" Mom kept laughing cause there were so many kids doing that XD Gilles was like, "wow, I didn't know the kids out here could be so nice!!" Even after I left for work the kids would come up and start talking to my mom, like, "you're Shadow's mom?!". Mom finally met Carrie (hairdresser/lady I'm working with) and she was like "she's beautiful! Tell her I said that!!" Carrie did look amazing at the community days though, and I finally got to hear her sing!! She's got a fucking AMAZING voice!! Holy shit!! She's got one of those crazy strong and deep voices, fucking sexy!
I think I need to watch The Final Match again ...I keep getting the music stuck in my head. I gotta find the page where I downloaded it and get the version with Cast A, and all the backstage's, I didn't get it last time cause I ran out of time, I was upset, but I'm going down in September, and Kimmy's gonna meet me there SQUEEEEE!!!!!!!!! I need the music before Niou's song drive me completely mental. It's either Niou's song, Sanada's solo, or one of the Shitenhoji ones; Tennis makes me happy, or hte other one about Ryoma losing his memory. One of those four songs is ALWAYS stuck in my head!! I had ecstasy stuck in my head somehow today ...and another song that I really can't remember where it's from, but it's a song by Aiba ...not like that actually narrows it down ...I think it might be from Rikkai second serve cause that's the backstage I was watching the other day ...
About the music I'm currently listening to ...DON'T JUDGE ME!!