Why?(Again)
Why does life have to throw me curve ball after curve ball screaming at the top of its lungs, How are you going to solve this one Adam... Like Im always being tested why I have no freakin clue it just gets to the point of being frustrating trying to think so much Im suprised my brain hasnt burst into flames. I just wanna scream out Leave me Alone but I cant everytime my mind wanders to it Im at a loss for words they dont come when I need them there and it just goes on like a never ending ring of endless light. Im not asking for help, thats the last thing I need is pity what I need is myself really, if I had one day out of the week where I could be alone just to play video games or meditate I would be happy with that but that day never comes...