hmm
I'm feeling awfully lost right now.
I suppose I know why, and it wasn't entirely unexpected, but it's still not quite where I'd like to be right now. I can't say that I'm really all that upset, but I'm definitely not happy. This probably makes no sense to anyone, but I suppose I don't entirely care. Sorry. I'm not sure why I'm even putting this up here, I suppose I just needed to say something, but not necessarily to someone. I'm really starting to wonder about a lot of things though. Maybe this is good though, maybe all this thought will lead to changes for the better. For now though, I have a lot of questions to ask myself, and a lot of answers that I hope to come up with.
Ever had that feeling? I'm not mad. I'm not sad. I'm not disappointed. I'm not even shocked. I just feel...bad. There's no real underlying emotion there, just a sinking feeling, a sense of being in a dark room with the lights off and tons of stuff between you and the switch.
I've come to a rather simple conclusion...I don't want to know.
Anyways, I'm going to bed, if not to sleep.
Good bye
I suppose I know why, and it wasn't entirely unexpected, but it's still not quite where I'd like to be right now. I can't say that I'm really all that upset, but I'm definitely not happy. This probably makes no sense to anyone, but I suppose I don't entirely care. Sorry. I'm not sure why I'm even putting this up here, I suppose I just needed to say something, but not necessarily to someone. I'm really starting to wonder about a lot of things though. Maybe this is good though, maybe all this thought will lead to changes for the better. For now though, I have a lot of questions to ask myself, and a lot of answers that I hope to come up with.
Ever had that feeling? I'm not mad. I'm not sad. I'm not disappointed. I'm not even shocked. I just feel...bad. There's no real underlying emotion there, just a sinking feeling, a sense of being in a dark room with the lights off and tons of stuff between you and the switch.
I've come to a rather simple conclusion...I don't want to know.
Anyways, I'm going to bed, if not to sleep.
Good bye