Mar 19, 2006 21:24
this is how my relationship is, is that ok? what should i do next? how should it be done? Everytime up till now i would have answered. I would have said, yeah its ok, as long as it works for you? do whatever you feel is right? talk to her, get to know her better, that'll help you out. This time, i just knodded and kind of threw a grunt his way. I just didnt feel that i had an answer anymore, like i never had an answer to begin with. (Even if i did answer my regular way, or even came up with something clever, or retarded it wouldnt matter. Why should i corrupt someone with my opinions from my path, so that they can compare them to there own and make adjustments.) Matter of fact, i never really understood relationships in the first place.
everything has been goin pretty well. Grades are up, school is almost done, but it seems a dead end after may. i've been feelin all extra healthy lately, back into excercise, hopin to look sexy by june. Besides that i should be goin to pa for a few days, hopefully for a good time, then when i get back it'd be cool if i got the chance to visit a few people, but i don't know, i'll see what happens
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