Get your Testifying Ass in the Trunk...

Feb 15, 2005 23:40

I'm happy, but I'm usually happy when most others are miserable, or sick... I mean, it doesn't make me happy that people are miserable or sick, they just happen to feel this way at the exact same time I'm feeling well. Does this just happen to me? I mean, it happens every time. Is there anyone who reads this who honestly has the same thing happen to them?
I think it has something to do with the stars or the alignment of the planets, you know how the moon determines the tide, why couldn't this be kind of the same? I mean, depending on our position in orbit around the sun...don't you think there could be certain points that cause chemicals to be released in the body that make you feel good?
Maybe, these points are reversed when it comes to me...
I need a purpose, a reason for being, I think that's why I'm so desperate when it comes to finding a girlfriend, if I can make someone else happy, then my life has purpose...not because I want to share my misery, because I want to love, and be loved for being so loving. You know what I do with my free time? You guessed it, I sleep... for what seems like endless periods of time, I can sleep and sleep and sleep...
I don't mind being used, I mean, I still have respect for myself, even though it's considered unacceptable for many. Does that really apply to me though? I mean, if I don't get attached...
Oh, who am I kidding, ofcourse I'm going to get attached. Any sign of acceptance, even sexually draws me in like a moth to a flame.
Maybe I should join the marines, or become a pornstar. But that really doesn't make much sense, I'll die, unfulfilled, or get old without ever experiencing the glory of love. I really hope I don't end up as a drug addict, that would be the worst... maybe I should become a breakdancer, I mean, people like breakdancers... right? Why does the guy in this video look like Montel Williams? (Dirty Vegas - Days Go By)
Anyone else notice that? I'm currently searching for a possible connection...perhaps twin brothers seperated at birth.

I dunno... someone call me tomorrow around 4:30. 5026733559
hint hint, heather. Heh, I forgot where I wrote your number... :\
Frankl is sorry. Atleast I taught you binary. but yea, Sleepy time!

Frankl

Anyone want to see Cursed with me? I know angel loves werewolves. Not.
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