damn ....
last night i chilled at shues house and had the best time ever. he was being so sweet and i loved every minute of it. we drank a lil i was drunk i dont think he was though. it was still fun. i love his bed and i love him on it hehehe. we watched pirates of the carribean (sp) and laid with each other it was so sweet. i miss hm already. today is new years eve. wow it went by so fucking fast. im so upset that im not gonna be able to spend it with shue tho. i have to go to new york with my fucking family and my brothers friends, he's having a party. booze + adults over 40 = nooooooooooooooooooooooooo. i wanna be in new jersey getting drunk as hell but i cant. im gonna be stuck in new york with my spanish family eating spanish food (which is good dont get me wrong) speaking the spanish language and hating it. im not doing that shit next year, im staying home. please call me to wish me a happy new year cause i need to hear from someone!