early morning musings
So I'm 19 now. It's weird having only one more year of being a teen left. I feel both old and young.
I have a crush right now. It's weird being in a long distance relationship because your body forgets that you're taken. I get all giddy whenever this person talks to me. I know it will fade away eventually, it's already started to a little, but it is so strange. It's like an argument between my brain and my body.
"Hey! Stop that! Think about Devin!"
"But he's so CUTE!"
"I said sto-HEY! ARE YOU LISTENING!"
"Huh what? Oh, I'm sorry, I was too busy feeling giddy to listen...did you say something?"
Yeah so that's my inner battle. On top of that, a part of me thinks it's nice to have a crush. I've never really had that many crushes before. Going to an all-girls school kind of limits that.
It's nice to "talk" about that. I can't really talk to Devin about it without him getting jealous. Not in the sense of being jealous of him because I like him, but in the sense of being jealous of him because he gets to hang out with me but Devin can't.
I hope that if you're going to katsucon, that all of your costumes get finished! I wish I could be there with you guys. Have fun!
I have a crush right now. It's weird being in a long distance relationship because your body forgets that you're taken. I get all giddy whenever this person talks to me. I know it will fade away eventually, it's already started to a little, but it is so strange. It's like an argument between my brain and my body.
"Hey! Stop that! Think about Devin!"
"But he's so CUTE!"
"I said sto-HEY! ARE YOU LISTENING!"
"Huh what? Oh, I'm sorry, I was too busy feeling giddy to listen...did you say something?"
Yeah so that's my inner battle. On top of that, a part of me thinks it's nice to have a crush. I've never really had that many crushes before. Going to an all-girls school kind of limits that.
It's nice to "talk" about that. I can't really talk to Devin about it without him getting jealous. Not in the sense of being jealous of him because I like him, but in the sense of being jealous of him because he gets to hang out with me but Devin can't.
I hope that if you're going to katsucon, that all of your costumes get finished! I wish I could be there with you guys. Have fun!