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things at home havent been going so well, and i feel like i just need to get away from my parents and me really... just focus on something other than my fucking problems, becuase they are nothing compared to what other people go through. my parnets dont no shit about me.. and everyday the wieght is gained of secrets and lies i hide from them. its so painful watching myself haveing to go through this maybe one day it will end. i really appreaciate everyone thats been there for me... especially rebecca, i love u.