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[dropsofgrey]

i'm annoyed with so many things right now and oh lawrdy, am i annoyed with myself for being that way. i keep ignoring the little things that are most likely really big things that will be uncomfortable for me to figure out and deal with. this is making me get ridiculously annoyed over little tiny things that really are little and tiny. "bottle up and explode over and over". it's not healthy and it's just fucking stupid. a couple months ago i wrote in my paper journal that i needed to start writing again more to get shit out and process it. that was my last entry. pathetic. why, oh why, must i always hide. i don't want this anymore, i don't need this anymore and my girl doesn't deserve my bullshit. i need to fucking deal.
hi, i'm back and vague as ever. over and out my lovelies.