Watch out there sweetie.
so today i worked for alex's mom at the garden...mowed - blisters, shaking, burning oil - and worked on the grape vines - the work they give to Mexican migrant workers because theres so much chemicals on them people just die...but there were no chemicals on these, but the racist sicko in me thought that was funny. haha im kidding, but they really do that. i made 20 bucks, for a total of 60 to the bank.
visited ginas for some swimming and hardcore cuddling
went to nicks, had a hot dog...we left, and i got chinese buffet, a lot of fruzin' food...and nick smuggled a few beef sticks in his sling.
my sister said the other day, "i dont have enough friends, i want more! more!!"...naturally i told her to shut up, and stop thinking like that, but she didnt understand what i meant and continues to think this way, that the more friends, the better. it took me a long time to find out that only superficial people strive to have as many "friends" as possible, and that it doesnt matter how many you have, it's who they are and how good they are as friends to you. back in the day all i wanted in a friend was jnco's, N64, and a fucking trampoline...that and to be part of a group of people. i wanted friends for their shit and the idea that i would be more accepted with more friends. technically i was right that i would be more accepted, but who needs that, as i realize now. i reckon most of my class either dislikes me or thinks im gay...either that or they like me but i dont give a shit cause i dont really like them. these are school friends, only to be seen and talked to in school, good to have to make the school day bearable. i dont count those as friends, cause they're not there for me, and i never see them, or even talk to them about anything meaningful.
this is what my sister wants...and if only she would listen to me, maybe she wouldnt have to deal with that horrible process of learning on your own...its a mothafuckin' cryin' shame...i tell her, i tell her, "believe, you, me..."
and she just dont want to listen to nothing i got to say man, shits fucked up huh?
visited ginas for some swimming and hardcore cuddling
went to nicks, had a hot dog...we left, and i got chinese buffet, a lot of fruzin' food...and nick smuggled a few beef sticks in his sling.
my sister said the other day, "i dont have enough friends, i want more! more!!"...naturally i told her to shut up, and stop thinking like that, but she didnt understand what i meant and continues to think this way, that the more friends, the better. it took me a long time to find out that only superficial people strive to have as many "friends" as possible, and that it doesnt matter how many you have, it's who they are and how good they are as friends to you. back in the day all i wanted in a friend was jnco's, N64, and a fucking trampoline...that and to be part of a group of people. i wanted friends for their shit and the idea that i would be more accepted with more friends. technically i was right that i would be more accepted, but who needs that, as i realize now. i reckon most of my class either dislikes me or thinks im gay...either that or they like me but i dont give a shit cause i dont really like them. these are school friends, only to be seen and talked to in school, good to have to make the school day bearable. i dont count those as friends, cause they're not there for me, and i never see them, or even talk to them about anything meaningful.
this is what my sister wants...and if only she would listen to me, maybe she wouldnt have to deal with that horrible process of learning on your own...its a mothafuckin' cryin' shame...i tell her, i tell her, "believe, you, me..."
and she just dont want to listen to nothing i got to say man, shits fucked up huh?