im biased and by this I'll judge you on weakness wrapped up in my own innocence & i think thats fine

[droppinghearts]

went to the ER room last week [again]. it was sooo bad i called my mom sobbing. she drove 4 hours to tampa, got me, and drove me back home. went to the hospital at around 11pm and they ran a bunch of tests. they also gave me delaudin(sp?) which the nurse said was stronger than morphine. it felt like my head was gonna explode, that i was sinking into the bed, that i weighed 500 pounds, and made me super tired. it was horrible. after a 30 minute ultrasound (which i couldnt sleep through) they made me take chest extras which required me to stand--well i collapsed, started crying and puking everywhere. the nurse said it was from exhaustion, but i KNOW its from that fuckin medicine. long story short my gallbladder was going crazy and a gallstone was stuck in the duct connecting it to my liver. had surgery the next day and then two days later another surgery to get the long lost gallstone. spent almost 5 days in the hospital but i didnt care since i had my own room, comfy bed, and all the grilled cheese sandwhiches & italian icees i wanted. amazinngg

and now i have 4 new scars on my stomach to show off.

their super tiny...rob said to tell people i was shot. hah, 50cent has nothing on me.

quick notes:

-im addicted to arnold palmers (thank rob for that one )
-spending time with veronica makes it feel like old times. i love it.
-summer so far has been amazing
-camping at john pennekamp is one month away
-key west in one month
-summer courses start next monday. thank god their online.
-i havent worn makeup in 2 weeks.
-panera bread is heaven on earth, no joke
-im learning to cook. oh yes!!
-veronica now drives, so south florida look out for a little puerto rican in a white car

thats it for now