My internal struggles are kinda like that fight scene in lord of the rings... but in my head
The way I see it, for 8 months I have been by myself
Being alone so much really got to me, and just as I was doing so well, I regressed... A lot
I do self destructive things every single day, throughout the entire day. The bad part is that in that moment right before I do it, I ask myself a question. And completely disregard my own intuition
It seems I've just been spiraling down and now I can see the toll it's taking.... And so can the dr
So my proposition to myself?
Spend all that alone time, back at the gym
No one around to miss you, so why not?
I had been doing so well. Went everyday for 3 months
It made me feel great
Then I messed up, big time
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