at that point

[droppingdead]

im at the point where the stress is too much
i am literaly sick from it
i can eat or sleep
and if i do i eat very little and then im sik to my stomach
or if i sleep i can only sleep for 3 hours max
that doesnt kill me
only makes me stronger
i need you right now
i need anything anyone
fucking help me, i cant make it on my own
this is out of control and im paying the price
living life to fast im missing the people who matter most
and now they are gone forever
death is harsh
why must you take the people who are unbelievably amazing
the funeral today was a cold one and i had a hard time
we at least can rely on eachother
money situation is out of control
another addative to the stress
family, friends, girls and money
why do these things plague me
i want my car more than anything
its my sedative
more than a possession
its my one thing i can rely on to have and confide in
and now she is gone
thanks to mom
what the fuck...
i need help, im fucked and no one has any fucking clue