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G,
I woke up this morning and you were on my mind. I never think of you anymore, not often. I remembered the way you smelled and it made my lungs hurt. I remembered sitting in the park on weekends, drinking beer you stole from your parents house. I remembered awkwardness and barely touching and innocence and I liked it. Were would we be now? I would have pushed you in the right direction, I would have encouraged you to do the right thing, every step of the way. Just so you know, I do think you've still got it in you. She didn't try hard enough to convince you - you are worth it. You deserve everything. The hard feelings have faded away now, and I can say it. I don't know if I loved you - maybe I didn't - but I cared. Look at me now. You wouldn't have let this happen. You would have given me something to live for, to write about.
6 years. I never think about you because it feels like my ribs are breaking over and over again. If I knew how, Id try to make things right.
I woke up this morning and you were on my mind. I never think of you anymore, not often. I remembered the way you smelled and it made my lungs hurt. I remembered sitting in the park on weekends, drinking beer you stole from your parents house. I remembered awkwardness and barely touching and innocence and I liked it. Were would we be now? I would have pushed you in the right direction, I would have encouraged you to do the right thing, every step of the way. Just so you know, I do think you've still got it in you. She didn't try hard enough to convince you - you are worth it. You deserve everything. The hard feelings have faded away now, and I can say it. I don't know if I loved you - maybe I didn't - but I cared. Look at me now. You wouldn't have let this happen. You would have given me something to live for, to write about.
6 years. I never think about you because it feels like my ribs are breaking over and over again. If I knew how, Id try to make things right.