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I wish I could be more like him. I wish I could've given up on us as quickly as he did. I know we're better off apart, and just wasn't expecting this much pain.
I feel utterly alone. He was, for so long, my home away from home. I keep thinking of all the things we did together, laughing, skiing, fucking, and it just seems so far away. I miss it.
I feel utterly alone. He was, for so long, my home away from home. I keep thinking of all the things we did together, laughing, skiing, fucking, and it just seems so far away. I miss it.