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my gosh..I was reading stuff from freshman year...I was miserable, constantly. And I remember now...it was pretty bad at times. Which is weird considering how good things really were...anyway..that's over now, and I'm glad things improved as much as they have...
I decorated my car, and it ROCKS! So much fun. The practice tonight was okay. I was in a funky mood...i guess just cause there's so many things I wish i could be doing with my limited time...i get frustrated when i cant make ALL of it happen. But most of that is beyond my control.
I'm not liking the way i've been acting lately. I've been much too stressed out, and it makes me sad cause i would rather that not be the me people see. But hopefully once homecoming passes, and things settle down a little bit i will be able to chill...
i have a feeling things are working. perfect speed - not too fast, not too slow. perfect situations - fun times, serious times... perfect so much i am wondering if i should be worrying...NOPE!
night. im out.
I decorated my car, and it ROCKS! So much fun. The practice tonight was okay. I was in a funky mood...i guess just cause there's so many things I wish i could be doing with my limited time...i get frustrated when i cant make ALL of it happen. But most of that is beyond my control.
I'm not liking the way i've been acting lately. I've been much too stressed out, and it makes me sad cause i would rather that not be the me people see. But hopefully once homecoming passes, and things settle down a little bit i will be able to chill...
i have a feeling things are working. perfect speed - not too fast, not too slow. perfect situations - fun times, serious times... perfect so much i am wondering if i should be worrying...NOPE!
night. im out.