May 07, 2008 14:12
all my friends are graduating right now and it's strange. on the one hand i think that should have been me. on the other, i know i made the right decision to take time to breathe.
if i hadn't taken that time, i still would have been living in a grave with a rock on my chest. i wouldn't have gotten together with dean because my confidence would have been so low that i would never have had the balls to kiss him. i wouldn't have gotten to live with my brothers during their last year at home. i wouldn't have gotten to remember the reason i left small town maine in the first place. i know i made the right choice. while it would be nice not to have college hanging over my head right now, i wouldn't trade all the things i've gained in its place.
in other news, i got stung by a hornet today. it didn't hurt as much as i remember it hurting when i was little. that's a good thing.
dean is (hopefully) coming tomorrow. TOMORROW!! oh god it's been a long 8 months. i can't wait for him to meet my family. things should be fun and interesting.
i'm happy with life right now. fate is good to me.